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Greetings from Home

This day ranks among the top, for many of you have changed your energy entirely. You have stopped the busy hustle of your own lives for just a moment to revel in the past and to re-member all the beauty you have experienced, then to turn around and raise your expectations for the future. These are the expectations that are creating your future right now. They are determining your path everywhere you go; they are setting aside opportunities for you to experience everything you wanted to in this physical bubble of biology.

Grounding Light

To just allow yourself to be we would like you to take a deep breath, an Earth breath into a physical body, for just a moment and simply allow yourself to be here in this moment right now. With all of the anticipation of what will be, it is very easy for humans to drop into their past or to project themselves into the future.  Only one of those three—past, present and future¾is real. That is right now. Your memories of the past are very real, but you cannot live in them. Your expectations of the future are very real and important, but you cannot live in them either. You can live here, right now, and blend the three. We ask you to try not to live only in the present time, for that will become very challenging. Most of you actually create the path in front of you when you plan, expect, or create something. If you are busy enjoying this moment that does not happen as well, so we ask you to understand that it is a blend of these: past, present and future. It is not black and white, so you cannot choose only one; it is a union of the three. We will speak more of this as we go forward. First let us back up and tell you why it is changing, and why your perception of time as humans will be shifting very soon.

We wish to bring together several different pieces that we have spoken of before. Now it will be easier to understand, for much of it you are already familiar with. Even though you may not know exactly how this fits into your daily life, you have accepted much of what we have spoken as truth in your own lives which has created a foundation for a new human to evolve. It is happening all over the planet, because now is the time when humans can carry more of their own spirit in their physical body than they ever have before.

Physical Evolution

There are also several physical changes that are taking place to better accommodate this energy shift, and it is happening every to human being on the planet. Your physical body is beginning to change now, yet it will probably be several years before your medical community can quantify these changes; medical communities typically move very slowly on purpose. Much of what you have been expecting¾what you call ascension¾is possible so that you can bring this light into a physical body walking around on Earth.

Redistribution of Water

Yes, you will always have limitations. You are on this side of the veil, so you must be in the timeline. Although that timeline can be changed as you well know, for you have just changed the timeline of Earth which was to end around the year 2012. You have already shifted that, but yes you are still experiencing many of the things that were going to bring about the end. So many of the shifts and changes you are seeing on your planet, particularly having to do with the re-distribution of water and the re-balancing of the planet, are taking place on a daily basis right now. You are also establishing so many connections with the energy that we call water; yet you do not classify it as energy even though it fits all the classifications to what you know to be energy. Water exists on both sides of the veil as does all energy. You have been able to carry the spirit of your higher self in your physical body, largely due to the amount of water energy that you carry in your bodies. That is beginning to change, for this is one of the physical attributes that will be very easily quantified and measured as time goes forward for humans. 

You have been comfortable with a certain amount of water in your body, but this water also brings you the grounding of physical Earth. Your emotional levels are actually attached to the physical water. It is how you have been processing emotions through your body, and how you receive emotions from other people through your body. Have you ever been in a theatre where you know perfectly well there are people sitting behind you but you pay no attention to them? Then all of a sudden you feel somebody turn around and look right in the eyes of someone who is staring at the back of your head, almost as if you saw them? That happens through the water. Now what is taking place is the physical body will begin to work with smaller percentages of water. You can literally change the amount of water by as much as 20% over the next 50 years. That is a huge change in humanity and will lead to a lot of different attributes, some of which we wish to talk about today.

The amount of water in your physical body will be reducing and, therefore, your overexposure to emotion will also be reducing. In the beginning, whenever humans change on any energy level  there is a resistance to change; typically you grab hold and try to hang onto every part of you. Many of you now feel that your emotions are out of control. A lot of this has to do with these changes that are setting up throughout humanity. Many of you may feel that you are doing everything right: your life is right and your spirit is comfortable, yet you are angry, anxious or hurt all the time. Perhaps you are feeling things that you have never felt before. This is true, for it is part of the shifts that are happening. 

Let us explain something else, too. We have said for a very long time that humans on this planet are becoming crystalline in nature. We have also said recently that the actual atomic structure of the element that you call carbon is about to change. This is all part of the same change that you will see in your physical bodies, for you are carbon-based creatures. Carbon and water changing at the same time will allow you to evolve to the new levels very, very quickly. It also causes challenges, obviously. It also feels that when you have found your stability, all of a sudden the rug moves. Alas, once you learn the rules of the game, the rules are changed. This is typical of how you grow. You wait, wait, wait…hold onto everything then suddenly jump forward. That jump forward has already begun for many of you. Let us speak first of what life will be like when you have less water in the physical body.

Crystallization of the Body

You are becoming crystalline in nature. At some point this will actually be discovered on a scientific level within the cell wall structures of your physical being. It has already shown up in Botany and in the insect world; it will be known in the animal world and the human world very soon. It will be verified, but what about crystals? What are some of the properties that crystals have that you have not had up until this point? 

Crystal has the highest vibration of the mineral kingdom, and it is a part of you in the same way that the Earth is part of you. Since human beings are the highest vibration of the animal kingdom, you resonate quite often with crystalline structure¾crystals you consider to be minerals because they are also the highest vibration of what you call the mineral or Earth substance. This has created a connection and has extended your lives much further than you know. When you walk into a room there may be all kinds of trinkets, favorites trophies on the shelf for pictures on the wall  for you to look at. Which ones are you drawn to? Generally you will be drawn to the ones with crystals first. If there is a crystal sitting there, you are most likely to walk over, pick it up and just hold it or stare at it for a second to see the shards of light as they bounce around. At that moment it means something to you and it is changing your structure; it is helping you alter yourself.

On this planet, women typically live longer than men. You can see it very clearly in your actuarial tables. We told you before, many of you have believed this is because of war on your planet; war took out many of the men so men wouldn’t live as long, but that is not true. What has led to women’s longevity is that they feel more comfortable with crystals close to their bodies than men do. Typically, a man will not wear a big diamond ring whereas a woman would love to wear one. Because of some of these cultural and societal differences, typically women will live longer than men; they will deal with stress longer than men.

What is happening now is that everyone is starting to become crystalline within their own physical bodies, so this creates a lot of changes. Number one, this is the return of the life expectancies that you have been watching. Many of you know that the human body is well designed to live past the 80, 90 or 100 years that have been typical for humans at this point. Nobody can quite figure out why some people living in a certain part of the world seem to live to age 130. We tell you that even in your lifetime in the physical body you have, it is going to be very possible for you to live 120 or 130 years. As this change starts to happen, it will bring about a natural longevity that will increase life expectancy of a physical body. This is one of the points you are looking for that will be triggered by your change in the actual amount of water or percentage of water that you will be holding in the body. 

Also, there is another energy which has been harnessed and tamed and used regularly on your planet: electricity. You use it every time you pick up a phone, every time you walk through your daily life, over and over and over. Humans have become comfortable with electricity; they know where the boundaries are. They know they cannot stick their finger in a wall socket because it will bite back, and they learn to live in harmony with this. What is taking place now is that as you hold less percentages of water, as that process starts to happen to your physical body, you will have a different reaction to electricity and to electric instruments all around you. 

Many have already started to discover this. Especially those of you who work with instruments or electronics on a regular basis will start to have these wonderful phantom problems as the Keeper calls it. He says, “There is nothing wrong with that machine. It is haunted.” In reality, the machine is reacting differently to his energy because he is the one who has changed. Let us explain a couple of things. The Keeper is going wild right now because we have just made sense of several things that have been happening to him. He will have to share it another time because we are talking now. We will tell you one of them since it is a very common one. 

The Keeper just returned from a two-week trip and his house was completely closed up for two weeks. No one came in and no one went out, except for the guard cat. What took place is that when he returned and picked up the remote control to the TV set and turned it on¾nothing. He yells at his wife for putting it in the wrong place or perhaps she did something wrong; that is typical. He pushes the power button again and nothing. He changes the batteries and it sort of works. This time, one piece of equipment comes on but the other pieces do not work. He works with it a while longer and after messing with it for about a half hour, it is suddenly working fine. He goes into his office, reaches down, picks up the control and has exactly the same thing happen. He has changed so much in just the two weeks he was gone, that the relationship he already created with many of the electrical devices no longer worked. This is very common with what many will experience. It is much more than this; we are only giving you little pieces to look for to verify it in your own life.

Reduction of Water within the Body

One of the pieces you will all come to question and want to know more about is reducing the amount of water in your physical body. We caution you here because it sounds like we are telling you to drink less , but we tell you that the moment you try to control the amount of water in your body, it will take over and control you. It will even over flood you to make sure that you will not dry out; it has to do it on its own, and it will. This is not something we suggest you try to make happen, for it will occur on its own. What we will tell you is that right now all of you have ambient energy that is traveling through your body. It is microwaves, radio waves, and it is much of the invisible light spectrum that is traveling through your body with no problem whatsoever. There is even a radio transmitter on the Keeper’s belt which is transmitting his voice to the back of the room so that you can hear it. 

You have not felt these energies up to this point. However, as you reduce the amount of water in your body you will start noticing that there is an accumulation of energy in your body occasionally that you do not know how it gets there. As you start to become crystalline, you will begin to send and receive radio frequencies. You actually have that capability right now, because many of you have already crystallized the pineal gland and it can be trained to send and receive. This is part of what we are calling deep contact. Often the deep contact that is made is done through the pineal gland of many humans right now. It is starting to take place in other forms, and when this happens humans will develop a new area to compensate for all this ambient energy that you will become aware of. It is still flowing through your bodies right now, but you are not aware of it. 

As this happens, you can easily start to become aware of it and f be overwhelmed by it. What can happen will feel very much like a flu, but without all of the flu symptoms. The Keeper is jumping up and down again because he had this happen to him last night. He is starting to understand what is going on here and he has much to say but again, we will quiet him down for it is important for us to finish.  What we tell you is that you will feel things differently. Your electrical charge—the energy from Home you have been carrying that up to this point that holds most of your spirit¾is water and it is changing. It will be electrical in nature as you go forward because the energy of Home, no matter what you call it, can come to you in many different ways.

New Body Electrics
The challenge comes because humans know how to ground themselves when dealing with the water; they know how to ground their energy. They know when they have too much or when they are getting too much emotional energy. But we tell you this will happen especially for those of you who stand in front of audiences, giving speeches, performing or working with people. Let us say that you work with people every week speaking publically with no problem. You learned to put this little boundary up and hold it at bay, talking to the wall if you need to in order to avoid all this incredible energy coming at you on stage. You will feel the energy now because those boundaries you have worked with before are no longer in place. Many of you will start to feel things you have never felt before; they are triggers to start working with this energy. As you become more and more crystalline, the light will enter your bodies in different ways besides the vibrations that water can carry.
Light Grounding
Now, you will be overwhelmed with light. We have mentioned this before only as a teaser, but now it is time to bring it in. Light grounding will be one of the keys that you will learn. Not only will you learn how to do it with your physical being, but you will learn how to do it with electrical equipment. You will learn how to do it with everything you use in order to harmonize your electronics and your physical being with the electronics. The Keeper had to replace four sets of batteries before he was finished that day. He thought someone went through his house and drained all the batteries, but it was actually him. Then he went into his room and started up his favorite computer, the one he uses all the time, and it would not boot. It simply would not work. He tried it three or four more times and finally it sort of came up, then finally the fifth or sixth time it came back completely unharmed. It is because it had to adjust to his new vibration. You are working with harmonics already and the sacred harmony is a very beautiful thing to learn. It is your place in the world, where you fit in, but you must also understand that where you are fitting in no longer holds your energy. 
You are evolving at an incredible rate and from that overview of humanity this is happening in the blink of an eye. You are the ones leading the way, and you are the ones daring to take it to the next energy level.
We have one final piece to share as well. Because this is also triggering a re-anchoring of the physical body, the body must always anchor itself or what you call grounding to the Earth. The electrical connection itself in your own physical body has to have a place to go in order for it to run through the body. You call this grounding. It is also called grounding in electrical circuits, because it is a return of the current to the ground or to the final resting place. Literally, what is taking place is that your connection is changing; human vibrational patterns are changing daily. Your aura photos are going to change drastically and much of your connection to all of these things that have measured part of your energy field are going to shift drastically. As such, many of you will experience times when you are feeling emotions, or not feeling emotions where you thought you should.
Sexual Energy Wave
The final anchoring of the spirit in the physical body is what we have called sexual energy. We told you several years ago that there would be a new wave of sexual energy on this planet, one that would make your 1960s seem tame in comparison. At the time there was a huge wave that went through very quickly and activated everything; this activation is a revival of that. Now, as you move to this new level  you will release your own energy templates. You will start letting your energy return to its normal state instead of trying to hold it within a physical being. As you learn to do all these things  you will find a new joy in being alive, and that is the sexual energy.
You will find a new light in your smile and we ask you to please not be afraid of it. Embrace it. It is a part of humanity that is evolving on this planet at an incredible rate. We tell you that it is not just sex that we are talking about and certainly not just the act of sex, for that is only one small use of this energy. You have sexual energy every time someone sees your spirit in your physical body. Every time you smile, every time you can carry that light from Home. You are being re-wired, each and every one of you so that your physical body can hold more light while you walk around on this planet. It is your invention; this is not predestined. The destination of planet Earth is about to come up and you are all walking past it, celebrating, enjoying your lives.
You are becoming new humans very rapidly. We are so honored just to be here to watch, for this is what you have worked for your entire life. Many of you have to actually push your way into this particular lifetime, even having a set of parents that didn’t understand you or going through all kinds of difficulties growing up just so you could be here right now. We made it! Espavo. You made it! Enjoy these next steps. If you get scared, reach out and hold each other’s hands and help each other to the next step one heart at a time. This planet is turning into heaven on Earth.
We leave you with three simple, familiar reminders. Treat each other with the greatest respect for there are many gods on this planet. Nurture one another and clear the path for each other every chance you get. Know that it is a beautiful game and play well together. Espavo.

research on benefits of meditation

Participants in an 8 week mindfulness meditation class experienced structural brain changes including increased grey-matter density in the hippocampus, known to be important for learning and memory, and in structures associated with self-awareness, compassion and introspection.
This is the first research to document meditation-produced changes in the brain.

Previous research has identified differences in brain activity and structure between practiced meditators and non-meditators.

Researchers noted that long-term meditation alters brain-wave patterns, with greater activity in brain circuits involved in attention. They also found that brain regions associated with attention and sensory processing were thicker in meditators than in controls. The question was whether people with a thicker brain cortex in areas associated with awareness and sensory processing were more likely to meditate.
The current study is the first to document that these structural changes are in fact produced by meditation.

“This study demonstrates that changes in brain structure may underlie some of these reported improvements and that people are not just feeling better because they are spending time relaxing,” said study author Sara Lazar, PhD, of the MGH Psychiatric Neuroimaging Research Program
During the study MR images of participants’ brain structure were taken two weeks prior to and immediately following an eight week mindfulness based stress reduction programme. MR brain images were also taken of a control group over a similar time interval.

The meditation course consisted of weekly meetings including guided meditation and audio meditations to do at home on a daily basis. Analysis of MR images found increased grey-matter density in the hippocampus, known to be important for learning and memory, and in structures associated with self-awareness, compassion and introspection. Participant-reported reductions in stress also were correlated with decreased grey-matter density in the amygdala, which is known to play an important role in anxiety and stress.

“It is fascinating to see the brain’s plasticity and that, by practicing meditation, we can play an active role in changing the brain and can increase our well-being and quality of life.” says Britta Hölzel, PhD, first author of the paper and a research fellow at MGH and Giessen University in Germany.
The research will be published in the January 30 issue of Psychiatry Research: Neuroimaging

Further health benefits of meditation

Several studies designed specifically to understand the beneficial effects of meditation have shown that meditation helps to prevent heart disease, reduce pain, reduce blood pressure, reduce cholesterol, decrease anxiety and help manage asthma2.

Meditation has been shown to increase alpha waves (relaxed brain waves) and decrease production of the stress hormone cortisol. It appears that some of the positive physical changes associated with meditation have their roots in stress management.

Conditions benefitted by meditation

  • Pain: There is a body of research work indicating that meditation can reduce chronic pain3. One notable study conducted at the Texas Tech University found that meditation in conjunction with traditional medicine enhances the effectiveness of western medical treatment. In another study published in the Journal of Behavioural Medicine, patients suffering from backache, chronic migraine and tension headaches were able to significantly reduce pain medication4. Another study found that people who meditate regularly find pain less unpleasant.5
  • HIV: There is emerging evidence from other studies that shows that meditation and behavioral stress-management programs can buffer HIV declines in HIV-positive people6
  • High Cholesterol: In two prospective, random assignment studies, meditation reduced total cholesterol over a relatively short period (three months)7 as well as a long period (11 months)8.
  • Anxiety and Depression: Since the early sixties, scientists have speculated that meditation improves mental functioning. Meditation decreases oxygen consumption, heart rate, respiratory rate, and blood pressure, and increases the intensity of alpha, theta, and delta brain waves, the opposite of the physiological changes that occur during the stress response.
  • Diabetes: Meditation also aids in controlling blood sugar levels. Researchers at the University of Virginia have shown that following meditation, reduced stress levels correlate with a decrease in blood glucose levels.9
  • Hypertension: Besides its role as a stress buster, meditation also reduces blood pressure10 and contributes to the overall reduction in risk of cardiovascular disease.

Meditation is more that just a way for us to get in touch with ourselves and calm a busy mind. It appears that meditation has a direct effect on the physical body, brain activity and underlying brain structure. So what are you waiting for?

system failure

I am that which I place my attention on. 
The world I inhabit is the world I believe in. 
I now choose to change my beliefs and so change my reality. 
Or as Bill Murray says in “Groundhog Day”: “I’m not going to play by their rules anymore.”

some quotes from Peaceful Warrior (Dan Millman)

 ‘there is no past. there is no future. there is only this moment.’ 

‘sometimes you have to lose your mind to come to your senses.’

‘Death isn’t sad. The sad thing is: most people don’t live at all.’

‘There is no starting or stopping – only doing.’

‘The ones who are hardest to love are usually the ones who need it the most.’ 
‘there are no ordinary moments.’

If Everyone Cared – Nickelback

a near death experience by Mellen-Thomas Benedict


> Mellen-Thomas Benedict speaks:
> In 1982 I died from terminal cancer. The condition I had was inoperable,
> and any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me more
> of a vegetable. I was given six to eight months to live.
> I had been an information freak in the 1970s, and I had become increasingly
> despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So,
> since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had
> made a mistake and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the ,,
> planet.
> I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created
> for ourselves and the planet. I perceived all humans as cancer-and that is what
> I got.
> That is what killed me. Be careful what your world view is. It can feed
> back on you, especially if it is a negative world view. I had a seriously
> negative one. That is what led me into my death. I tried all sorts of
> alternative healing methods, but nothing helped.
> So I determined that this was really just between me and God.  I had never
> really faced God before or even dealt with God. I was not into any kind of
> spirituality at the time, but I began a journey into learning about
> spirituality and alternative healing. I set out to do all the reading I
> could and bone up on the subject, because I did not want to be surprised
> on the other side. So I started reading on various religions and
> philosophies.
> They were all very interesting and gave hope that there was something on
> the other side. I ended up in hospice care.
> I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 AM, and I just knew
> that this was it.
> This was the day I was going to die. So I called a few friends and said
> goodbye. I woke up my hospice caretaker and told her. I had a private
> agreement with her that she would leave my dead body alone for six hours,
> since I had read that all kinds of interesting things happen when you die.
> I went back to sleep.
> The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death
> experience. Suddenly I was fully aware-and I was standing up but my body
> was in the bed. There was this darkness around me. Being out of my body was
> even more vivid than ordinary experience. It was so vivid that I could see
> every room in the house. I could see the top of the house, I could see around
> the house, I could see under the house.
> There was this Light shining. I turned toward the Light. The Light was
> very similar to what many other people have described in their near-death
> experiences. It was so magnificent. It is tangible; you can feel it. It is
> alluring; you want to go to it like you would want to go to your ideal
> mother’s or father’s arms.
> As I began to move toward the Light, I knew intuitively that if I went to
> the Light, I would be dead. So as I was moving toward the Light I said,
> “Please wait a minute; just hold on a second here. I want to think about
> this. I would like to talk to you before I go.” To my surprise, the entire
> experience halted at that point. You are in control of your
> life-after-death experience. You are not on a roller coaster ride.
> So my request was honored, and I had some conversations with the Light.
> The Light kept changing into different figures, like Jesus, Buddha, Krishna,
> mandalas, archetypal images and signs. I asked the Light, “What is going
> on here? Please, Light,  clarify yourself for me.  I really want to know the
> reality of the situation.” I cannot really say the exact words, because it
> was sort of telepathy.
> The Light responded. The information transferred to me was that during
> your life-after- death experience your beliefs shape the kind of feedback you
> are getting before the Light. If you were a Buddhist or Catholic or
> Fundamentalist, you get a feedback loop of your own stuff. You have a
> chance to look at it and examine it, but most people do not. As the Light
> revealed itself to me, I became aware that what I was really seeing was our Higher
> Self matrix.
> We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. It revealed
> itself to me in its truest energy form. The only way I can really describe
> it is that the Being of the Higher Self is more like a conduit. It did not
> look like that, but it is a direct connection to the Source that each and
> every one of us have. We are directly connected to the Source. So the
> Light was showing me the Higher Self matrix. I was not committed to one
> particular religion. So that is what was being fed back to me during my
> life-after-death experience.
> As I asked the Light to keep clearing for me, to keep explaining, I
> understood what the Higher Self matrix is. We have a grid around the
> planet where all the Higher Selves are connected.
> This is like a great company, a next subtle level of energy around us, the
> spirit level, you might say. Then, after a couple of minutes, I asked for
> more clarification. I really wanted to know what the Universe is about,
> and I was ready to go at that time. I said, “I am ready, take me.”
> Then the Light turned into the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen:
> a mandala of human souls on this planet. Now I came to this with my negative
> view of what was happening on the planet. So as I asked the Light to keep
> clarifying for me, I saw in this magnificent mandala how beautiful we all
> are in our essence, our core. We are the most beautiful creations.
> The human soul, the human matrix that we all make together, is absolutely
> fantastic, elegant, exotic, everything. I just cannot say enough about how
> it changed my opinion of human Beings in that instant. I said, “Oh, God, I
> did not know how beautiful we are.” At any level, high or low, in whatever
> shape you are in, you are the most beautiful creation.
> The revelations coming from the Light  seemed to go on and on.  Then I
> asked the Light, “Does this mean that Mankind will be saved?” Then, like a
> trumpet blast with a shower of spiraling lights, the Great Light spoke, saying,
> “Remember this and never forget; you save, redeem and heal yourself. You
> always have. You always will. You were created with the power to do so
> from before the beginning of the world.”
> In that instant I realized even more. I realized that WE HAVE ALREADY BEEN
> SAVED, and we saved ourselves because we were designed to self- correct
> like the rest of God’s Universe. This is what the second coming is about. I
> thanked the Light of God with all my heart. The best thing I could come up
> with was these simple words of total appreciation: “Oh dear God, dear
> Universe, dear Great Self, I Love My Life.”
> The Light seemed to breathe me in even more deeply. It was as if the Light
> was completely absorbing me. The Love Light is, to this day,
> indescribable.
> I entered into another realm, more profound than the last and became aware
> of something more, much more. It was an enormous stream of Light, vast and
> full, deep in the Heart of Life. I asked what this was.
> The Light responded, “This is the RIVER OF LIFE. Drink of this manna water
> to your heart’s content.” So I did. I took one big drink and then another.
> To drink of Life Itself! I was in ecstasy.
> Then the Light said, “You have a desire.” The Light knew all about me,
> everything past, present and future. “Yes!” I whispered.
> I asked to see the rest of the Universe, beyond our solar system, beyond
> all human illusion. The Light then told me that I could go with the Stream. I
> did, and was carried through the Light at the end of the tunnel. I felt
> and heard a series of very soft sonic booms. What a rush!
> Suddenly I seemed to be rocketing away from the planet on this stream of
> Life. I saw the Earth fly away. The solar system, in all its splendor,
> whizzed by and disappeared. At faster than light speed, I flew through the
> center of the Galaxy, absorbing more knowledge as I went. I learned that
> this Galaxy, and all of the Universe, is bursting with many different
> varieties of LIFE. I saw many worlds. The good news is that we are not
> alone in this Universe!
> As I rode this stream of consciousness through the center of the Galaxy,
> the stream was expanding in awesome fractal waves of energy. The super
> clusters of Galaxies with all their ancient wisdom flew by. At first I thought I
> was going somewhere, actually traveling. But then I realized that as the
> stream was expanding, my own consciousness was also expanding to take in
> everything in the Universe! All creation passed by me. It was an unimaginable wonder!
> I truly was a Wonder Child; a babe in Wonderland!
 At this point, I found myself in a profound stillness, beyond all silence.
> I could see or perceive FOREVER, beyond Infinity.
> I was in the Void.
> I was in pre-creation, before the Big Bang. I had crossed over the
> beginning of time/the First Word/the First Vibration. I was in the Eye of Creation.
> I felt as if I was touching the Face of God. It was not a religious feeling.
> Simply, I was at one with Absolute Life and Consciousness.
> When I say that I could see or perceive forever, I mean that I could
> experience all of creation generating itself. It was without beginning and
> without end. That is a mind expanding thought, isn’t it?
> Scientists perceive the Big Bang as a single event which created the
> Universe. I saw during my life-after- death experience that the Big Bang
> is only one of an infinite number of Big Bangs creating Universes endlessly
> and simultaneously. The only images that even come close in human terms would
> be> those created by super computers using fractal geometry equations.
> The ancients knew of this. They said God had periodically created new
> Universes by breathing out and recreated other Universes by breathing in.
> These epochs were called Yugas. Modern science called this the Big Bang. I
> was in absolute, pure consciousness. I could see or perceive all the Big
> Bangs or Yugas creating and recreating themselves. Instantly I entered
> into them all simultaneously. I saw that each and every little piece of
> creation has the power to create. It is very difficult to try to explain this. I am
> still speechless about this.
> It took me years after I returned from my near-death experience to
> assimilate any words at all for the Void experience. I can tell you this
> now: the Void is less than nothing, yet more than everything that is! The
> Void is absolute zero, chaos forming all possibilities. It is Absolute
> Consciousness, much more than even Universal Intelligence.
> The Void is the vacuum or nothingness between all physical manifestations.
> It is the SPACE between atoms and their components. Modern science has
> begun to study this space between everything. They call it Zero point. Whenever
> they try to measure it, their instruments go off the scale, or to
> infinity, so to speak. They have no way, as of yet, to measure infinity accurately.
> There is more of the zero space in your own body and the Universe than
> anything else!
> What mystics call the Void is not a void. It is so full of energy, a
> different kind of energy that has created everything that we are.
> Everything since the Big Bang is vibration, from the first Word, which is the first
> vibration. The biblical “I AM” really has a question mark after it. “I
> AM-What am I?” So creation is God exploring God’s Self through every way
> imaginable, in an on-going, infinite exploration through every one of us.
> I began to see during my near-death experience that everything that is, is  the
> Self, literally your Self, my Self. Everything is the great Self. That is
> why God knows even when a leaf falls. That is possible because wherever
> you are is the center of the Universe. Wherever any atom is, that is the
> center of the Universe. There is God in that, and God in the Void.
> As I was exploring the Void during my life-after- death experience and all
> the Yugas or creations, I was completely out of time and space as we know
> it. In this expanded state, I discovered that creation is about Absolute
> Pure Consciousness, or God, coming into the Experience of Life as we know
> it. The Void itself is devoid of experience. It is pre life, before the
> first vibration. Godhead is about more than Life and Death. Therefore
> there is even more than Life and Death to experience in the Universe!
> When I realized this, I was finished with the Void and wanted to return to
> this creation, or Yuga. It just seemed like the natural thing to do. Then
> I suddenly came back through the second Light, or the Big Bang, hearing
> several more velvet booms. I rode the stream of consciousness back through
> all of creation, and what a ride it was! The super clusters of Galaxies
> came through me with even more insights. I passed through the center of our
> Galaxy, which is a black hole. Black holes are the great processors or
> recyclers of the Universe.
> Do you know what is on the other side of a black hole? We are; our Galaxy,
> which has been reprocessed from another Universe. In its total energy
> configuration, the Galaxy looked like a fantastic city of lights.. All
> energy this side of the Big Bang is Light. Every sub atom, atom, star,
> planet, even consciousness itself is made of Light and has a frequency
> and/or particle. Light is living stuff. Everything is made of Light, even
> stones. So everything is alive. Everything is made from the Light of God;
> everything is very intelligent.
> As I rode the stream on and on, I could eventually see a huge Light
> coming.
> I knew it was the First Light; the Higher Self Light Matrix of our Solar
> System. Then the entire Solar System appeared in the Light, accompanied by
> one of those velvet booms.
> I could see all the energy that this Solar System generates, and it is an
> incredible Light show! I could hear the Music of the Spheres. Our Solar
> System, as do all celestial bodies, generates a unique matrix of light,
> sound and vibratory energies. Advanced civilizations from other star
> systems can spot Life as we know it in the Universe by the vibratory or energy
> matrix imprint. It is child’s play. The Earth’s wonder child (Human
> Beings) make an abundance of sound right now, like children playing in the
> backyard of the Universe.
> The Light explained to me that there is no death; we are immortal Beings.
> We have already been alive forever! I realized that we are part of a natural
> living system that recycles itself endlessly. I was never told that I had
> to come back. I just knew that I would. It was only natural, from what I had
> seen during my life-after-death experience.
> I don’t know how long I was with the Light, in human time. But there came
> a moment when I realized that all my questions had been answered and my
> return was near. When I say that all my questions were answered on the other
> side,
> I mean to say just that. All my questions have been answered. Every human
> has a different life and set of questions to explore. Some of our
> questions are universal, but each of us is exploring this thing we call Life in our
> own unique way. So is every other form of life, from mountains to every
> leaf on every tree.
> That is very important to the rest of us in this Universe. Because it all
> contributes to the Big Picture, the fullness of Life. We are literally God
> exploring God’s Self in an infinite Dance of Life. Your uniqueness
> enhances
> all of Life.
> As I began my return to the life cycle, it never crossed my mind, nor was
> I told, that I would return to the same body. It just did not matter. I had
> complete trust in the Light and the Life process. As the stream merged  with
> the great Light, I asked never to forget the revelations and the feelings
> of what I had learned on the other side.
> There was a “Yes.” It felt like a kiss to my soul.
> Then I was taken back through the Light into the vibratory realm again.
> The whole process reversed, with even more information being given to me. I
> came back home, and I was given lessons from my near-death experience on the
> mechanics of reincarnation. I was given answers to all those little
> questions I had: “How does this work? How does that work?” I knew that I
> would be reincarnated.
> The Earth is a great processor of energy, and individual consciousness
> evolves out of that into each one of us. I thought of myself as a human
> for the first time, and I was happy to be that. From what I have seen, I would
> be happy to be an atom in this Universe. An atom. So to be the human part
> of God-this is the most fantastic blessing. It is a blessing beyond our
> wildest estimation of what a blessing can be. For each and every one of us to be
> the human part of this experience is awesome and magnificent. Each and every
> one of us, no matter where we are, screwed up or not, is a blessing to the
> planet, right where we are.
> I went through the reincarnation process expecting to be a baby somewhere.
> But I was given a lesson on how individual identity and consciousness
> evolve. I was so surprised when I opened my eyes. I do not know why,
> because I understood it, but it was still such a surprise to be back in this body,
> back in my room with someone looking over me, crying her eyes out. It was
> my hospice caretaker. She had given up an hour and a half after finding me
> dead. My body was stiff and inflexible. She went into the other room. Then
> I awakened and saw the light outside. I tried to get up to go to it, but I
> fell out of the bed. She heard a loud “clunk,” ran in and found me on the
> floor.
> When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had
> happened to me during my near-death experience. At first all the memory of
> the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world
> and kept asking, “Am I alive?” This world seemed more like a dream than
> that one. Within three days I was feeling normal again, clearer, yet different
> than I had ever felt in my life. My memory of my near-death experience
> came back later. I could see nothing wrong with any human Being I had ever
> seen.
> Before that I was really judgmental. I thought a lot of people were really
> screwed up.  In fact, I thought that everybody was screwed up but me. But
> I got clear on all that.
> About three months later a friend said I should get tested, so I went and
> got the scans and so forth. I really felt good, so I was afraid of getting
> bad news. I remember the doctor at the clinic looking at the before and
> after scans, saying, “Well, there is nothing here now.” I said, “Really,
> it must be a miracle”‘ He said “No, these things happen; they are called
> spontaneous remissions.” He acted very unimpressed. But here was a
> miracle, and I was impressed, even if no one else was.
> During my near-death experience I had a descent into what you might call
> Hell, and it was very surprising. I did not see Satan or evil. My descent
> into Hell was a descent into each person’s customized human misery,
> ignorance, and darkness of not knowing. It seemed like a miserable
> eternity.
> But each of the millions of souls around me had a little star of Light
> always available. But no one seemed to pay attention to it. They were so
> consumed with their own grief, trauma and misery. But, after what seemed
> an eternity, I started calling out to that Light, like a child calling to a
> parent for help.
> Then the Light opened up and formed a tunnel that came right to me and
> insulated me from all that fear and pain, That is what Hell really is. So
> what we are doing is learning to hold hands, to come together. The doors
> of Hell are open now. We are going to link up, hold hands and walk out of
> Hell together. The Light came to me and turned into a huge golden Angel. I
> said, “Are you the Angel of Death?” It expressed to me that it was my oversoul,
> my Higher Self matrix, a super ancient part of ourselves. Then I was taken to
> the Light.
> Soon our science will quantify spirit. Isn’t that going to be wonderful?
> We are coming up with devices now that are sensitive to subtle energy or
> spirit energy.  Physicists use these atomic colliders to smash atoms to see what
> they are made of. They have got it down to quarks and charm, and all that.
> Well, one day they are going to come down to the little thing that holds
> it all together, and they are going to have to call it…God. We are just
> beginning to understand that we are creating too, as we go along. As I saw
> forever, I came to a realm during my near-death experience in which there
> is a point where we pass all knowledge and begin creating the next fractal,
> the next level. We have that power to create as we explore. And that is God
> expanding itself through us.
> Since my return I have experienced the Light spontaneously, and I have
> learned how to get to that space almost any time in my meditation. Each
> one of you can do this. You do not have to die or have a near-death experience
> to do this. It is within your equipment; you are wired for it already. The
> body is the most magnificent Light Being there is. The body is a Universe
> of incredible Light. Spirit is not pushing us to dissolve this body. That is
> not what is happening. Stop trying to become God; God is becoming you.
> Here.
> I asked God: “What is the best religion on the planet? Which one is 
> right?”
> And Godhead said, with great love: “I don’t care.” That was incredible
> grace. When Godhead said, “I don’t care,” I immediately understood that it
> is for us to care about. It is important, because we are the caring
> Beings.
>It matters to us and that is where it is important. What you have is the
> energy equation in spirituality. Ultimate Godhead does not care if you are
> Protestant, Buddhist or whatever. It is all a blooming facet of the whole.
> I wish that all religions would realize it and let each other be. It is not
> the end of each religion, but we are talking about the same God. Live and
> let live. Each has a different view. And it all adds up to the big
> picture;
> it is all important.
> I went over to the other side during my near-death experience with a lot
> of fears about toxic waste, nuclear missiles, the population explosion, the
> rainforest. I came back loving every single problem. I love nuclear waste.
> I love the mushroom cloud; this is the holiest mandala that we have
> manifested to date, as an archetype. It, more than any religion or philosophy on
> Earth, brought us together all of a sudden, to a new level of consciousness.
> Knowing that maybe we can blow up the planet fifty times, or 500 times, we
> finally realize that maybe we are all here together, now.
> For a period they had to keep setting off more bombs to get it in to us.
> Then we started saying, “we do not need this any more.” Now we are
> actually in a safer world than we have ever been in, and it is going to get safer.
> So I came back from my near-death experience loving toxic waste because it
> brought us together. These things are so big. As Peter Russell might say,
> these problems are now “soul size.” Do we have soul size answers” YES!
> The clearing of the rain forest will slow down, and in fifty years there
> will be more trees on the planet than in a long time. If you are into
> ecology, go for it; you are that part of the system that is becoming
> aware. Go for it with all your might, but do not be depressed. It is part of a
> larger thing.
> Earth is in the process of domesticating itself. It is never again going 
 be as wild a place as it once was. There will be great wild places, 
 reserves where nature thrives. Gardening and reserves will be the thing in the
> future. Population increase is getting very close to the optimal range of
> energy to cause a shift in consciousness. That shift in consciousness will
> change politics, money, energy.
> After dying, going through my near-death experience and coming back, I
> really respect life and death. In our DNA experiments we may have opened
> the door to a great secret. Soon we will be able to live as long as we want to
> live in this body.
> After living 150 years or so, there will be an intuitive soul sense that
> you will want to change channels. Living forever in one body is not as
> creative as reincarnation, as transferring energy in this fantastic vortex of
> energy that we are in. We are actually going to see the wisdom of Life and death,
> and enjoy it. As it is now, we have already been alive forever.
> This body, that you are in, has been alive forever. It comes from an
> unending Stream of Life, going back to the Big Bang and beyond.
> This body gives life to the next life, in dense and subtle energy.
> This body has been alive forever already.

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